New Doors

The following Inspirational Story was taken from Silver Linings: The Other Side of Cancer, published by the Oncology Nursing Press, Inc.

Hi, my name is Patti. Strange as it may sound, my experience with cancer has revealed many blessings to me. God has watched over me with gentle and loving care as new discovery doors opened for me--doors that I didn't even know existed. The door of journal-keeping has helped me sort out my feelings, hopes, and frustrations. Through the door of self-discovery, I have emerged with a deeper level of comprehension about myself and others. This new understanding has changed my priorities and helped me redefine what is important to me. Always present is my emotional door, which offers me a firm foundation of courage to explore new ideas, hopes, and dreams.

If my cancer had not appeared, I would not have discovered my new, and now cherished, friends. They have profoundly touched my life. I openly share my crazy thoughts, longings, and outrageous ideas. I delight in the healing laughter we share. Through another door, I have discovered how effectively humor frees the moment to make things bearable and lighten my load. Laughter airs my soul. I use it freely with every opportunity that I find. To help others embrace life, I like to bring sunshine and laughter with a gift of humor.

I have the courage and spirit to do the unusual, such as putting on a clown costume for my appointment with the oncologist on Halloween. I especially like giving little Snickers candy bars to complete strangers. I love their reaction--it is so pure and honest. If you have never done this, do it and watch their response. At first they are surprised, which is followed by a heartfelt thanks that a stranger would give them a gift. If I can bring a smile to a face or brighten someone's life with a Snickers, think of all the loving opportunities that await you and me through the simple giving of ourselves.

I gladly open my doors and let life sweep in. Now, I take the time to feel within, to listen within, and to respond from within. I am grateful for these new doors, which have blessed me with so many opportunities to give and receive gifts of joy, inspiration, encouragement, and creativity. I find life very exciting, meaningful, full of hope, and funny. I wonder, would I have found this if I had not gone through my cancer experience?

Patti Lewis

Writer, liturgical designer, clergy spouse, and breast cancer survivor

Arizona